i am deeply sorry to everyone....I panicked as he was attacking me offlist and i have heart disease

I am so sorry…….the malia person has been attacking me personally before this

just picked me out of the blue after I posted about a book I was in

he still is sending me messages after I quit rhizome out of shame and to not be a burden to everyone after those inexcusable emails you are now reading….

that night the person was sending me messages offlist from my other accounts…………

stuff you wouldn't know on rhizome and I had not emailed them so it wasn't the function of the mailia program but intentional taunts

I have high blood pressure and an enlarged heart and the stress of the off list taunts was sending me to near heart attack status and i nearly died two years ago from heart problems….was in intensive care for 7 days……

so I freaked………should have walked away and laid down

I am a pacifist and gentle………hate using foul language……..


but I had the irrational thought that bogus threats of a lawsuit and those inexcusable and dumb messages would make him stop as I in a panic sent him a personal email pleading to stop and it just bounced back a mailia response


I quit rhizome and will just go away..

in a panic I basically ruined my relationship with rhizome

inconvenienced upset and offended people in the community here

and will feel this for quite some time

if you ever meet me in a festival or conference down the road

please forgive me

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, Jason Nelson

Jeremy and All,

Dont quit. I like you. I liked your rant back. The same argument that
supports the mailia postings, also goes for your response.

Hell any response and re-response on this list is fun and thought making.

I have no idea what was written off list. But most of us have had upsetting
e-mail exchanges of one sort or another.

My suggestion would be to take the posts and make an artwork out of them.
Not with the senders idea in mind, but take what the sender sent you and
make it your own. Extend the game with a new, maybe more interesting artwork. Because that is really what all of us are doing anyway.

And dont worry about using the posts. The sender obviously wanted it to be public.

And there certainly would be an audience for whatever you came up with.

Stay and rant more.

cheers, Jason




jeremy hight <[email protected]> wrote:

I am so sorry…….the malia person has been attacking me personally before this

just picked me out of the blue after I posted about a book I was in

he still is sending me messages after I quit rhizome out of shame and to not be a burden to everyone after those inexcusable emails you are now reading….

that night the person was sending me messages offlist from my other accounts…………

stuff you wouldn't know on rhizome and I had not emailed them so it wasn't the function of the mailia program but intentional taunts

I have high blood pressure and an enlarged heart and the stress of the off list taunts was sending me to near heart attack status and i nearly died two years ago from heart problems….was in intensive care for 7 days……

so I freaked………should have walked away and laid down

I am a pacifist and gentle………hate using foul language……..


but I had the irrational thought that bogus threats of a lawsuit and those inexcusable and dumb messages would make him stop as I in a panic sent him a personal email pleading to stop and it just bounced back a mailia response


I quit rhizome and will just go away..

in a panic I basically ruined my relationship with rhizome

inconvenienced upset and offended people in the community here

and will feel this for quite some time

if you ever meet me in a festival or conference down the road

please forgive me
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, Eric Dymond

not only do I not forgive you, i find your plaintiff cries disgusting.
I am sorry, but really, your original post was one of the poorest postings i have ever read. if you require maintenance, you should see a professional.
Eric